I'm struggling.

And I'm not ashamed to admit it. After 2 long years of problems perfecting the design for my Every Good Boy Does Fine sweater, I finally finished the damn thing a few months ago. But since then, I've had trouble working up the energy to write the actual pattern. I started writing it out on paper (my preferred method before typing it) but never even finished that part. And then once I started typing it, I finished the part for the back, but couldn't start the part for the sleeves. And I haven't even written out the front yet. By the time I was ready to type the sleeves, I realized I had thrown my notes away and had to rescue them from the garbage. They're now barely legible and the page is falling apart. Oy. And it's not like I haven't had the time. I finished singing Otello at the Israel Opera in February. And I don't start Turandot there until May 4th. SO I've had all this time and really, all I've done is procrastinate.